
I am feeling VERY moody!!! Sonia is driving me insane! I haven't slept for more than a couple of hours at a time for about a week!
OMG, she is the most biggest cry baby in the entire UNIVERSE. I swear to God that this child has cried every single day of her life!
Literally!!! I have been really hoping that it was just a "thing" and she would eventually get over it. But nope, not even close. Even if she went one entire day without crying that would be a HUGE improvement.
Other than that not much else has happened. Although it is a new month and the bills need to get paid and I'm the lucky one to do that. Since I'm the one who has to do it I am also stuck taking the little monster with me. I have to make a few stops today and unfortunately, I can't drive so I get to bus everywhere. I can say one thing and that's if Sonia starts whining we are coming right back home and I don't even care if we are right outside the store or wherever!
I need to think of something to make for dinner tonight. I haven't been in the mood to do a lot of cooking and that's just because the smell of most things is so gross to me and I can't stand for too long because of my hips. Plus to make it more difficult I have to cook for 2 of the most pickiest people. With Sergio it's not so much that he's pick about what I make him, it's that he wants a variety of things to eat at one meal! Myself I'd be happy with a salad or a sandwich, something simple. Sonia is just picky and changes her mind every 2 seconds and that's fine because it's normal. What bothers me is that she'll want something and I'll make it and of course she changes her mind and doesn't want it any more, THEN she gets so upset over it that she starts crying. It bothers me because it's late, I'm tired, and she cries all day so I'm just sick of hearing it. Some days it's not too bad but sometimes it is.
The stuff in green was typed out earlier today.....
Well, I did end up going to the store but I didn't get a chance to do everything that I needed to do. A complete nightmare!!!! There is nothing worse then having your child throwing a tantrum in a public place. If that's not bad enough, it REALLY sucks when complete strangers give you "tips" or put in their 2 cents. Luckily I didn't have any of those extremely rude women you walk by and tell your kid "shut up" or make other rude comments under their breath. If that were the case I would probably be banned from going back to that store. I seriously don't know why Sonia has such a behavior problem! I don't think I'll ever know why and believe me I've gone over it about a million times in my head as to "why?" I just know that it has been a problem since she was an infant. So frustrating!!!!!!! I really think I handle it the best I possibly can.
Tomorrow is my next OB appointment and also the start of my 24th week. Like always I am really eager to see if I've gained any weight yet. So far this one isn't as big as Sonia was and I mean that by how pregnant I look. As far as I know it's going to be just a regular prenatal check up, no testing of any kind. I have to wait till my next check up to see if they are going to give me another ultrasound. If they don't I'll probably just go get one on my own. I really want to know it is!! It's little parts are already formed and it drives me nuts that I don't know yet.
On a brighter note I didn't have to do any cooking!